Author: Silvia

Touch yourself

Touch yourself

Posted on by Silvia

Exploring ourselves intimately is such a deep, liberating, fun and challenging path to follow.
Showing our vulnerability, our greatness and our true hearts is something we learn by taking it step by step.

We all have our own little buttons, fantasies and preferences.
Partly this is who we are and partly it is influenced by the relationships we had when growing up. 
Besides taboos or conditioning around intimacy it is the things we missed, simple touch or cuddles, maybe emotional availability of parents that can influence the way we treat ourselves and also what we are looking for in an other being.

If we discover new ways of connecting to ourselves and others – maybe learning to touch differently, try out some fantasies, being held or holding somebody – we are giving our self the chance to change our perception of intimacy and also bring new life energy in our bodies.

Togetherness and mirroring brings beautiful gifts. And at the same time showing up for ourselves and learning to be fully and unconditionally present in our own bodies gives us the self love we need to be able to show ourself fully to others.

Integrating our past

Integrating our past

Posted on by Silvia

Our past will always affect the way we are today.
Especially in intimate relationships our past will influence the way we show ourselves.

What limits us many of the time relates back to when we were younger and got hurt or felt we were not seen.

We are protecting our old wounds and we are trying not to get hurt again.
We have adapted a way of dealing with the past and in our current life often still use this to make sure we protect ourselves.

In current relationships we use these defense meganisms, and often we are unaware of them.
We unawarely tell ourselves that these defenses keep us protected from being hurt again.
The opposite is true.

If we can allow our emotions to come back and if we allow ourselves to feel our pain or anger or insecurity in the moment, we allow ourselves to heal.

By healing we can start changing our old defense meganism.
And by healing we do not need to protect ourselves from being hurt again.
And if we heal, our hearts slowly start opening back up.
We can start trusting again.

Fear

Fear

Posted on by Silvia

Last night I woke up and suddenly realised I have been afraid all my life.
Afraid to show myself completely in all my colours (especially in groups).

What I bring to this world is light fun spaces where we can bring exactly what we feel and who we are, do what makes our heart jump, feel free in our bodies and from that space to connect with ourselves and others.

Free in our bodies can come in many forms, dancing and movement, touch, sexual expansion, meditation, soulful eating, anything that makes us connect deeper to ourselves.

All the close friends and loving people who totally see me, who allow me to make mistakes, who give me honest feedback and who always remind me of who I truly am, I can now see what you say, thank you for reminding me and being there for me.

I can now also see that I repeat wanting approval from the ones that will never approve of me. Thank you also!